YO!

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2009-09-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

Dunno what came over me... Suddenly felt like listening to 隐形人.. So went to take out the disc. And felt like blogging in chinese.

有时就是很喜欢孙燕姿的声音.. Today 一整天都有点stressed.. 早上忽然间com有点lag, so abit getting on my nerves. And I haven finish Cxa tutorial yet. 不管了哦, today must stay up late!! Always fail to do so. Pig me. And this song is making me sad. Maybe what I have to do is to cry, to let things out.. Crying is not an act of escapism or some signs of mental breakdown, you think it's fun to bottle everything up and pretend things are fine when they are not? You think it is easy to put on a brave front? And no, I'm not agitated now. Although my tone suggests that I'm agitated, I think. 越听越难过, esp when you think about the 歌词.. I think I shall sing-along haha. Then maybe I can relax abit. Lol but I've been relaxing too much. And I suddenly realised the song names doesnt match the songs lol!!!

CONTENT CENSORED. LOL.
I think back about 以前, at that time when I liked 孙燕姿. Around late sec1-sec2 ba I think. And SSB got me the cd that I'm listening to now. For my 14th/15th bday. They were one of my best memories in lower sec and sec3. Actually, they were what made me in sec2 and sec3 ba:/ Apart from those lame moments and the loner year I think. Looking back, I think I've changed a really lot. Let's see...

I think sec1 is quite ok, and I got weike in class and elva in cdc. I'm a loner in cdc and despite many attempts to try and open up, I think I've failed. Maybe its due to the first impression ba. But anyway, thats all not important now. Im really glad I have them:D I suddenly yearn for those times again. I dunno. Those were pure happy times. And I must admit although I'm happy now, maybe much more happier now, but not all that happiness are genuine. Hmmm maybe I should stop hahah, before I get really emo and try cutting.

I hate to admit it, but I think I'm emoing, in a happy way.

100909

2009-09-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

screwed my body clock.

just ate a piece of cake. or many slices of cake. lol at first wanted to eat yoghurt de.

im hurting my body in this way.

ok anw im feeling damn hot right now. hot as in temperature and sweating all over. i hate this feeling.

just finished pw. more tmr. some sense of achievement. im gonna tackle pw. im gonna wash you, fry you, add condiments, and eat you like a fish!! yucks i hate fish.

so weird, i dun like chicken/fish with bones. like what doesnt have bones. ok this is freaking me out>.<

stiu haven finish carboxylic acid tutorial yet. rahh i hate my low productivity! and stiu got tonnes of hw/tests for me to complete them.

think maybe i might spam oreos later. feel like sacrificing sleep cos ive slept so much just now.

tell me, am i nocturnal?

[edit]and blogger is screwed. i just lost a portion of my post and had to retype. and ive 2 dreams today. wacky and cranky i guess.

090909

2009-09-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

The problem is more serious than anyone ever imagined. And it's still worsening...

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040909

2009-09-04T21:34:00.000-07:00

have plenty to blog about!! but ive forgotten them all... and i suddenly dont feel like blogging le!! so... uhm... idk?? u probably wont see me here for some time?? hahah all the best for promos ppl!! ^-^

think. thank. thunk.

300809

2009-08-30T18:42:00.000-07:00

Ooh!! My mom's fren just brought 2 hamsters to us!!! How cute!!!!!!! Both white leh!!! Omg so cute so cute so cute Im going to faint...

Hahah anw Im processing the chocolates later. Lol producing teachers day gifts-.- Im a producer! As a Cadbury lover, naturally I prepared Cadbury stuffs LOL. Now thinking how to package them. Hahah not wrapping bah I think. Later melt how? Heh think think think!!

Okies so this is what I have to do for the coming September week.

a) Monday(31/08) Eve of Teachers day cum Teachers day celebration. Going back to CCH. Need to get ready presents. Need to get ready money to buy VIRUS AKA CUTE CUTE DRINK^-^ Need to wear hse tee. Hmmm lazy to change into smth else leh. And lol there's stiu the Pimple His Majesty on my face>.< I THINK GOT TAKE PHOTO TMR SHOOOOO>.<'''

And need to prepare money to buy some donuts too:D Hmmm maybe... Anw byebye $$$$... T.T

b) Monday(31/08) Hand in Care design for J2 gifts to Wenxin, 11/09 during assembly.

c) Tuesday(01/09) Teachers day!!! Lol need to do a lot of things!

d) Wednesday(02/09) I think I'll be handing in my Great relationships elective folder on Wed or Thurs. So need to get ready!!

e) Thursday(03/09) Malay elective

f) Friday(04/09) EoM?!?!? Ok off to settle some stuffs. Why am I like blogging everyday?!?

AND OH YA WHOS JOINING MUSIC BOX??? HAHAH SOMEBODY PEI ME LEI!! :D

[edit] AHAHAH NOW THE HAMSTER IS CLIMBING UPSIDE DOWN IN THE CAGE!!! WAHAHAHHA SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE^-^ [/edit]

290809

2009-08-29T23:27:00.000-07:00

WEIRD IM BLOGGING FREQUENTLY NOW!

Anw, Im eating my supposed-to-be-dinner-but-has-just-become-my-supper now. Wow, dinner at 12am. I rule.

I thought it was supposed to be porridge! But it looks more like somewhere between porridge and rice, and some brown brown chaotaish part. Ive just put some light soy sauce on top. So here goes. *Mixes porridge/rice/mashy brown and white porridge-rice and eats some* Like eating some kueh liddat. Its supposed to be tapioca porridge!! *Shocked at newly discovered tapioca pieces, like jewels embedded in the porridge-rice*

Anw I have to eat that, cause I promised dad I'll eat. Oh anw, so while I eat, Im posting abt today. Not much though.

Woke up in morning to find blanket gone. Not on floor either!! Maybe some monster stole it from me!! *Eats spoonful of dinner-supper* Hahah but its my mom la. Took the blanket to wash. Oh, and look! Its back in my bed agn!! ^-^

Then went to chat with sis. Mom came in and said shes gng out soon to buy breakfast. THen chatted sommore. Until the phone rang. I went to pick. Moms fren!! And I told her mom went out alrdy and yada yada. Then I put down the phone and went back to chat. Until I heard some noise in another room. I thought got burglar!!! Lol then I suddenly realised mom haven go out yet!!! Omg! Sooo embarrassing!! I told my sis to tell my mom she got call LOL. And I hung it up for her thinking she go out le-.- Whats wrong with me man.

Oh I was supposed to post this some day ago. I think its two days ago. Memorable sia. At first my hse the water heater spoil mah, so have to bathe cold water. Then fix liao. But I thought haven. So bathed cold water. BRR!! Come out then realise actually fixed liao-.-

Ok back to today. Slept from 2pm to 6pm. Lol PIG!! Hahah was telling sis I wanna go popular buy pens. Then fell asleep!! So Im compensating by staying up late now.

I think I might go put more light soy sauce ltr. Yes, Im going to put now lol. Finished playing a game lol. I can feel fatigue seting in!! Brb blog!

Hahah put some more soy sauce! Finishing soon! Hahah lol last lap.

Dont think I'll be sleeping soon. Need to digest first mah.

Hmmm got a lot to type, but all forgot le ><

Hahahah but I stiu remember, I got a lot to do:DD

And I finally finished eating my dinner-supper!! LIKE FINALLY!! Going to drink water now and put bowl.

Wow. Took so long to eat haha. And its like going to 2am liao??

Oh yes!!!! Changed phone, temporarily. Just testing out!!

Haiz cannt go tmr's outing. Sad but, life stiu goes on.

Let's see, Mon is Teachers day eve, so no lessons. Going back CCH to see 4IT frens. AND BUY DONUTS!!!!!! Hahah need to go back thinking of what designs I want lol.

VIRUS!!! LOLOLOL. Feel like preparing note for them lei. But sure cannot finish de. I think. I dont even have the paper-.-

Tuesday is holidays. Yay!!

Oh yea, haven thought of what to get for teachers/tutors yet. Maybe not getting?? Hmmm cause got alot, and Im broke!! Next time must save up months ahead!!

HAPPY BDAY ZHONGMING! Ok totally random, but Im a nice person ok!!!

Note to self: Remember, a promise is a promise.

280809

2009-08-28T18:41:00.000-07:00

Ok this is going to be another food post LOL. I BOUGHT ANOTHER CHOCOLATE TODAY!!! Hahah wasnt intentional la. Cause today Cocoa Tree came to sch to sell chocolates!! And they were selling CMacademia at a ridicuolusly 3 bucks!!! At first wanted to buy, cause I like macademia cookies:D But after that thought that maybe mac nut tastes different in a cookie and in a chocolate, so dint buy:( But I bought Toblerone!!! Also very nice what!! Hahah alot of people buy the black one (dark choco) leh, but I bought the yellow one!!! I love milk and white choco!!! ^-^

Hahah my last post mentioned still got 2 rows of CBF left. Was planning to eat today, ie now, but got papaya:( HOW COME EVERYTIME I WANT TO EAT CBF WILL HAVE PAPAYA DE??? Last post also T.T

Ok about something else. There's a "pimple" on my face T.T It started out as a bump, then I go scratch it, then become pimple!! T.T hurts alot and damn uncomfortable!! GO AWAY SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Confession:

On a heavier note, SORRY JACQUELINE! (Dunno whether you are reading this but anyway) Cause I hai her stay up for very long I think. And I think it's not the first time. But it will be the last. I shall promise myself that.

End of confession

And hor, I want to say something about the sch printers in the Hub. I think they don't like me leh! That time I use, PAPER JAM!!! Ended up need Nat (I think) to help us unjam-.- Then that time print one whole big A4 page when I wanted to print small small slides. Then this time I use, print 2 sheets on 1 page! Waste paper leh!! Declaring war!!! Lol. The school printers cum computers VS ChocoAddict BY. Who will win??? Stay tuned for more!

Oh and Ive decided to change my tag name. I'll change it to CBFby!!! Lol. (Inner voice: Eh a bit ugly leh.) Ok la ok la, don't change la.

Bused home with biscuit company today. "Zhen de jia de??" Lol touchwood touchwood.

I want to go out study tomorrow leh!! Anybody?? Oh and I stiu want to buy some things leh. Hahah don't worry, its not food or chocolate.

Oh did I mention I bought milo dinosaur from ly today?? Heh quite nice la but the powder fly into my face when the wind blows!! T.T

List of food to be bought: (I sound like a glutton)

a) Cereal (HONEY STARS!!!, and the one serene recommended)
b) CHOCOLATES AND MORE CHOCOLATES!! HAHA!!!
c) Milk!!! Meiji strawberry milk haha!! Oh very looong never drink HL milk le.
d) Virus!!! Hahah its that mango basil seeds drink that we always drink during consultation, like that time with Mrs Indra? Haha 7.15pm!! Oh but now is blueberry flavour de lol.
e) Bubble tea:D I sort of dreamt that I was drinking bubble tea a few days ago, so I felt like drinking bubble tea. I stiu remember the flavour: PEARL MILK TEA!!

Oh no!! So many! Broke broke broke;(

Oh and haha! Malay lesson was fun! Learnt many things:D

Ok I'm feeling hungry. Got papaya, CBF (maybe not eating today) and chao mi fen (today's dinner). (Inner voice: Omg by is a pig!) EH NO HOR SHUT UP INNER VOICE!! Lol and dad bought orange juice, so I think Im trying later. (Inner voice: PIG, PIG, PIG!!!) EH STOP INSULTING PIGS LA!! Oh no!! Hahah why am I like talking to myself on my blog?!?! STOP!!

Very very hungry!! Ok la this is a food post. Lol need to restate my stand, just like a GP essay. Heh cause this is the conclusion mah.

PS HEY GNG BACK ON MON???? WHO IS MEETING UP WITH WHO ARH???

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2009-08-26T17:46:00.000-07:00

WARNING: CRAP IN THIS POST.

Just bought my fave black forest!!! Hahah and im eating now. Wasnt supposed to buy it, cause they downsized it T.T But anyway, its flater and smaller and longer now i guess? -50g leh. But still as nice!!! Cadbury rocks!! I hearts CBF!!!!

Anw had this talk on cyberwellness. I think Im in the danger zone!!! Oh no!!! :O

Today finally can go home at a decent time, cause they cancelled pdp. But tomorrow stiu have elective. Now my Tuesdays Wednedsays and Fridays are the no need to stay back days:D

Going back on next Monday I guess, after Aces. Dowan wear hse tee go back leh, felt like bringing something to change into:/ Oh and Im contemplating whether to join the MusicBox SIG, cause not sure the timings mah. Anyone want to join too?? Then we can join together!!

Promos on my birthday?!?!? Dont scare me man!!! Starting on my third row alrdy. Hahah cant resist Cadbury chocolates man!!! Just so nice leh. I each time eat is like going to finish the whole block, 250g de. What is a poor little girl going to do if one day Cadbury is extinct or suddenly they raised the price tenfolds??? Ok, lets look at it from the perspective of demand and supply.

WARNING!!

Idk about others, but my demand for Cadbury chocolates is inelastic in the short run. The demand for CBF is more inelastic than the other Cadbury chocolates. The demand for hazelnut or cashew nut, or those Cadbury chocolates with nuts is more elastic than the other Cadbury chocolates. Wrong!! Actually there is no demand from me at all-.-

On my fifth row liao. Went to eat papaya just now. Anw since my demand for CBF and CDM and so on is price inelastic, if they were to raise the price tremendously or to reduce supply, then I also cannot really do anything but cry!!

Lol cant believe I crapped for 2 paragraphs. Seriously, Im going to be a Master soon!! Im currently doing my Honours for this Crapping course. I'll graduate soon!! Then I will crap and crap and bring about negative externalities to those around me!! Then the government will impose a tax on me, or even sell me Tradable Crapping Permits. They are doing all these to force me to internalise the marginal external cost of production, and to shift the curve such that MSC=MPC. Hence I will be able to crap at socially optimum level and get my Masters!!! WHOO!!!

Maybe they can assign property rights, then those who are affected by my crap can bargain with me. Then I will need to compensate them! AWWW~~~

END OF WARNING:D

GIGA LOL!! Anw Ive finished my sixth row alrdy. Eating my seventh now. Soon it will be all gone, then I need to go and buy sommore!! Lol, actually I stiu got 5 or 6 blocks of Cadbury chocolate in my fridge. Hahah trying to restrain myself la you see. Anw guess what?? I realised I just did a post so long ALL ABOUT CADBURY CHOCOLATES. Hohoho now left last 2 rows only!!! Hahah so please don't bring Cadbury chocolates to sch. Or else I'll have to end up compensating you the whole block of chocolate.

Feeling abit ni now. Lol left 2 rows nia. Hahah next time den eat la. That's the reason why I buy Cadbury chocolate in bulk. People buy 1 block last for 1 month, I also last for 1 month. But I first day eat until left 2 rows-.- Then followed by 1 row every fortnight. Lol. Cant help it la, Im such a CHOCOLATE ADDICT:D

Ok going to drink water le, or else eat so much chocolate will fall sick de:D And need to exercise too!! Hahah or else tomorrow cant squeeze out of the door.

Anyone know where got sell virus aka cute cute drink aka e. coli aka frog spawn aka bacteria aka LS drink??? Weird my hse there dont have leh:/ So sad. So I bought green tea instead.

Ok, to facilitate poor readers from skimming through chunks of words, Ive decided to differentiate the crap from the non-crap. To prove that we differentiate and get crap, the equation for crap is:

y= crap x + crap

dy = crap
dx

Therefore we need to differentiate the crap from the non-crap.

Hahah so the crap is being warned:D There is going to be a warning above the post after Ive finished typing everything:D

There is going to be a lot to do!! (Ok the weiting bday posting is postponed agn!!! I see when I got nth to write lol!! Ok la I'll try to do it soooon:DD)

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2009-08-24T22:38:00.000-07:00

came home from celebrating weiting's belated bday. haha so many surprises!!! ok im tired cos i went after pe which was tennis!! quite fun and quite tiring cos i cant really catch the ball haha. i serve always fly sideways de.

so ive decided to postpone the actual posting to tmr:D watch out for it!!
- jasme tried to stall weiting. they hai me walk up and down lo!!
- walked sommore. went to eat secret recipe (im never eating there again)
- wanjing came. surprise!!
- ate and went to camwhore.
- gave her her present and card!! hahah omg best part of all. vid and pics on fb:DDD must tag horh.
- went home on train.

hahah must make notes or else will forget. anw aft the elective went to drink grass jelly with wenhui while she waits for her dad. heh quite nice la, so refreshing aft the tired pe. shuang~

water heater broke down. so had to bathe with cold water. so cold! was doing my secret way of dealing with cold bath water (shant disclose here hehe). LOL. how come things are like breaking down everywhere? the light bulbs. ok la. 2 things only.

and im broke!! Official Status Declared. now poor beiying has 2 bucks to spend for school each day. how i love school food. and i think no more good news? heh but i want the cookies and cream ice cream leh. (Inner voice: EH cannot la!! Eat alrdy will fat one!!!!><) ok ok, i dont want alrdy:D i think my strength is deserting me. last friday carried chairs at drama, now my arms stiu hurt! and while playing the trustfall i think due to me not exerting enough strength to support the people some people fell. im so so sorry!!! but it was a really great experience for me. i swear im going to cut down weight. i felt so guilty throughout the session cause i kept thinking im causing people to have muscleache cause im too heavy to support. ok 2 bucks a day. can i do it? i stiu owe people money leh. lets see, wenhui, swanser, sis. stiu got? i can alrdy smell the chaota smell of the hole in my pocket/wallet le ;( jiayou! SPAS ARE OVER!!! DANCE AND SCREAM FOR JOY!! stiu got quite alot of commitments leh. lets see.

mon got pe elective. next week is teachers day celeb so stiu ok. tues got relationships elective. tmr is the last session i think:/ and econs remedial. wed no pdp! cancelled. fri de oso. thurs got malay elective. im quite stumbled and feel quite hui xin, but haiz, starting to learn a language is like that de.

so im free on wed and fri! actually hor i wanna join the music box sig!!! is it called music box? smth like that. so cool man!! i want learn instrument!!!! omgomgom!! but hor like no time leh. dunno when's promos:/ but oh man!! so talented!! so super duper uber luber cool!!!! u know i always envy people how come they can learn piano/violin/guitar/drums when they young. how come i never learn!!! so untalented now!!! and i think knowing many many many languages is cool too! so im taking the malay elective now. its only basic basic de la haha. haiz... how come i never realise when i was p6??? then can take MEP. actually i almost took haha. then my parents sort of "talked some sense into me". haiz... why i never insist!!! so obedient!! but hope its not too late to start now la.

actually i want to learn french one leh. but aft that gave up. cause never go enrol in any classes. just picked up some words from the internet. i still remember them lor!!! like apple is pomme. lol but quite general mah. and i even wanted to learn german, japanese, italian, dutch, spanish, russian.... practically every languange in the world. lol but it is seriously so cool what!! so talented, dont you think so?

waiting for free time to learn language and instrument. the malay elective is a good beginning. and i'll continue it. lol i dont mind waiting from 2.10 to 5.30 lol. just to try to be talented LOL-.-

determined to bring change to my life. better change.

2009-08-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

eh blogger is back to normal!! the layout's not screwed:D

Trying to make drastic changes to my life. STOP!! Hahah no negative thoughts!!

I think food became my greatest motivation??

Say hi to new life!!(:

22aug09

2009-08-22T22:10:00.000-07:00

3 times i tried to post, 3 times i din manage to;(

anw HAPPY BDAY WEITING AKA EYEBROWS♥

ahhh!!! lol that time i was sho angry, u know last post? hahah cos i met up with laojas, laoloh and ahjing to get present for eyebrows:D then hor i typed sho much, then hor all lost!! hahah so angry lor. heh shorry la, now i read osho feel got a bit overboard le.

Aiya I forgot what I wanted to say le ><>< Lao le!!

Okays nvm, shall start with today. Went for PW meeting at a far-away land called Tampines (weike's hometown!!). Was almost late!! What a close shave man! Hahah but anw the point is... I WAS PUNCTUAL!!! Eh no, should be I'm going to be punctual for every next time meetings:D

OH OH I RMBED WHAT I WANTED TO SAY JUST NOW!!

Okays, PW was very xin ku. Cos looking for the book ah, look look look so long den hor, the inside de information don have leh!! T.T Some more hor, is those kind of reference book thick thick that kind leh!!! And hor, I came across those philosophy books and hor I flipped abit... And I was like...

"OMG U CAN WRITE A BOOK ON THAT?!?!" The thickness is like about a Sense of Belonging like that thick la, but hor the print quite fine leh. Wow. Peifu.

Oh what I wanted to say was, "HOW COME MY HSE THERE DON HAVE SELL VIRUS DE?!?!?!" And jac even said she see it everywhere she go. Come my hse leh! Here never sell leh!! T.T I went to the here and the there don have leh. Sad little girl liao la!!

And hor, I don know why, nowadays I bought and drank alot of green tea leh. Not a lot la, but I dont usually drink mah, so relatively is more la.

Oh I suddenly saw the news and saw people smuggling seafood!! Then I saw the lobster/crayfish and EEEE!!! Hahah reminded me of the time I went O Hotel for job attachment. Hahah went cold kitchen to untie lobsters (or crayfish huh?) Hahahah and I called them monsters cos they looked so hideous. Ok la, one is not hideous, but if it is one whole big basin of crayfishes, black/grey with little spikes on their heads and you need to untie them (meaning touch them la), cos got rubber band tie them when they arrive frozen, then need to untie and spread them open so the kitchen can use. And not to mention I got an infection from it!! The finger swollen ok!!! Lol cos the glove kena punctured by the spike mah. MONSTERS I'LL NEVER FORGET U GUYS!! Although you guys are now in the stomachs of someones, but it's quite cool actually. Din expect to get in for the job attachment.

Hmmm... those memories in Chung Cheng. So nice! Unlike now, where most of the things are not going well for me. There is market failure ok!! So many negative externalities!! Government provide public goods leh!!! Haha lol!

Anw I shouldn't be on FB. I shouldn't really be online. I should be MMAO!! Lol go figure that out yourself.

Busy! I should stop putting things off!! Anw I want to study! MMAO!!!!

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2009-08-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

OMG BLOGGER SUCKS. I JUST TYPED LIKE HOW BLOODY LONG AND DAMNED IT!! ALL GONE LIKE ALL OF A SUDDEN. DAMED THEM IM NOT GOING TO TYPE AGN. THAT WAS SUCH A HAPPPY POST MAN JUST DAMN THEM! TO HELL MAN!!

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THEM AND WHY IS MY TEMPLATE LIKE THIS??? SHUT IT MAN.

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sho i went out today!! to take a breather:D hahah AS USUAL, i was LATE AGN. Sry dears, and thks for forgiving me^^ Haiz, the four-lettered words that are associated with beiying now are : i) SLOW ii) LATE haiz, when can i add CUTE and CHIO and FAST to the list?? hahahah SHOMEBADY HELP MIIIII!!!! ><>LAND PROMOS AHOY!!!

SHO LONG AND THATS WHAT WAS LEFT. THE FIRST AND LAST PART. OMG OMG AND THEY DIN EVEN SAVE A DRAFT!!!!! SHOULD I TYPE IN NOTEPAD AND TRANSFER OR WHAT!!!

ANGRY SEH. WASTED DAMNED BLOODY FORTY-FIVE MINUTES OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IM GNG TO DO MY THINGS NOW. TAKE IT THAT IM JUST TALKING TO MYSELF. WHY MUST SUCH LITTLE THINGS RUIN MY FEELINGS. DAMNED IT LAH.

Countdown??

2009-08-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

countdown to promos? 60days!!! :O hahah super fast time flies sia!! im going to be 17 in 61 days time!!! in the last 61 days of being 16...

1) i shall be childish while i still can!!!
2) busy now!!
3) a few more days to the launch of "I LOVE MY NOTES" campaign
4) a few more days before i change my name to "NERD YING"

hahahah!!! laugh while you can, fellow comrades! cos (not cosine ok!!) after that, its gear up for battle!!!

PROMOS, PW (WR, OP), WHATEVER FUTURE STUFFS, BRING IT ON!!!!!

and all the best to those taking a lvls chinese:D 1 more stuff to tackle.

OH MY OH MY!!! SPA IS LIKE, NEXT WEEK?!?!? AND NEXT NEXT WEEK???

WHRS MY PA!!!! T.T BOSS???

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Oh and i forgot to say! Todays oriental chicken baked rice is nice!!!!((:

new blog. again!

2009-08-12T20:58:00.000-07:00

hahah i know i know! new blog again!! haiya dunno why ah, all my blogs all in the end become emo emo de. so made this one! hopefully it can stay happy till the end!! that is, until i switch back to my <3 jellydouzi:D

i think people read until very xin ku. i think i sound really depressed. hahah ive found new hope!! ^^ quite happy now ^v^

and i lurbe this blogskin!! damn cute!! ^.^ and today was really great!! at first i thought it was quite frightening but it wasn't really THAT scary! and i got back my self-esteem!! how can i ever thank them enough?

im happy. and i'll get happier ^w^ that is if....

we hold the formula to happiness in our hands:D